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Grapevine : October 2011
SIX PACK AND BACK Iwas born in 1956, a super-sen- sitive child. Before I turned 5, I almost drowned, and I was hit by a car. The world scared me. My dad was rarely home. My mom was a tight ball of frenzied frustration and yelled at us kids. I got one bath a week, on Sunday nights. My brothers called me stupid and made fun of me all the time. I was always picked on in school. We moved to a small town, and I didn't want to make any friends because we'd just end up moving again. When I was 14 and was again the new kid, I discovered beer. An acquaintance had brought a six pack to school. I had four of them, and suddenly the world looked different. My fear dissipated. Something deep inside me changed that day. We moved back to a bigger city. It was 1972; I was 16. I started to have a lot of paranoia. My fear was deep- ening. I had another opportunity to After 34 years in and out, a man finally finds his HP and gets sober RELAPSE 22 October 2011