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Grapevine : November 2011
mate sacrifice of giving up booze? I thought I should be rewarded with good fortune, joy and a full life in return. At least I should not be so depressed. Eventually I was sick of feeling, so I gave myself permission to drink again. I knew this wasn't the answer, and I would be back to the beginning, but I didn't care. I decided that if I was going to be miserable, I'd rather be miserable drinking than miserable sober. Iwentonadateattheendof the summer. I had asked out a boy who worked the counter of a hookah shop I often went to. It was hard for aagrapevine.org 43